I do. I remember the way you used to laugh...to play with your hair. oh, I still do that :)... I remember the way you used to live and love and smile all the time. You were happy and everyone around you was happy too... you made them happy...
How did it change? no, How did it change so much? Why did you change...?
I remember very well the summer of 2010. That was the summer you really grew up. You faced so many issues that you were kind of forced to grow up, man up and be someone else for the next 6-8 months. And you were! You were someone you did not like at all. A robot... :)))Let's just hope you will find your way back soon! and I really mean SOON! I wanna find myself and i wanna do that now! Please let me be me again! AT my previous job, i had to be serious all the time , and smile politely! jUst that! I did it! I compromised myself by doing it though...but hopefully i'll find my way through. Now, you cannot make the difference between mature and imature anymore. That's the reason! That is why i cannot be a grown up anymore! I hate being a grown up! I hate that feeling! I am never gonna grow up again! It is a horrible life, the life of a grown up! I love the way i am! I like being childish sometimes.. Yes, i know i am too childish sometimes...yeah, but i am trying to figure it out when it's better to act mature and when not to.. I am gonna do that! It's a promise!
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